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Gardenia

by Jeremy Francoeur

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1.
Flora 04:24
There's a beautiful symmetry To the way flowers bloom Give them warmth and lots of care And you'll see what they can do Your tender hands protecting them, you'll see their colors true So you keep working, keep them from hurting, and it'll benefit the both of you Fields of flora call your name, But you pick this flower all the same Its gentle petals bend to your light And you're entrusted to make it grow to full height It's your job to see it through It's your very own to tend to So do what you need to do... Take care of it, won't you? There's a haunting asymmetry To a flower with buds closed The sorry seed subjected to cold, Exposed to elements no-one knows Your protective hands tenderizing them, you'll see their heads turn blue So you keep hurting, keep them from working, and it benefits neither of you Fields of flora called your name, But you picked this flower all the same Its gentle petals bent to your light And you were entrusted to make it grow to full height It's still your job to see it through It's your very own to tend to So do what you want to do... But love it, won't you? The climate of your house has chilled And the air with toxins filled The soil is now just silt And flowers in it wilt There's no romantic intrigue From petals lying 'round a bed But you smile at her anyway, Although your darling blossom is... ...But fields of flora will call your name, And you'll pick a flower again Its gentle petals will bend to your light, And you'll be entrusted to make it grow to full height It'll be your job to see it through Another your own to tend to; So do what you're going to do. ...You'll do the same thing, won't you?
2.
For You 03:00
The world decided to separate us too soon And when the world offered to help me, I refused Because it don't work that way. I'll bite the hand that feeds if it slaps me No matter what the world may say! And don't cry, I'm just fine I've found a very nice disguise I've been trying to follow in the footsteps of your shadow So I don't let go of you 'Cause living alone in the shade where it's so cold Is the hardest thing to do But I'll do it for you I'll do it for you I decided to separate from the world And, instead, visit yours, where I know I won't get hurt I'll work in just this way. I'll spite that hand if it kills me And my mind will not be changing! I won't cry, I'm just fine In the safety of my own mind I'm gonna follow in the footsteps of his shadow And won't let anyone step in 'Cause living alone in his shade where it's so cold In my book, is not a sin I'm doing it for him 'Cause no-one else will I'll do it for him (I won't cry, I'm just fine I won't cry, I'm just fine I'm just fine I'm just fine I'm just fine I'm just fi...)
3.
Ma'am, please, help a refugee? They're after me Don't call the police! They're all in cahoots, anyway They hunt me day by day Wear my sanity They analyze my mind Until they find Something to make me comply I'm famous and I love it I'm quoted whenever I say something My words and theirs mix like fusion Really, on the screen, can you not see These are slight allusions? They've got me from all angles And in this mess, my friends are tangled The swaps, the schemes, now I am paying This will all lead to my fall, soon they'll do more than just playing You daresay I make this up! If so, then to me chuck That knife, 'cause my life is... I'm infamous, I used to love it I'm recorded whenever I say something My words and theirs mix like fusion Please help me get by With quiet elusions This all started with a con Let this be my last one Too many people know my name They're mad for sure I can't take anymore! I'm infamous, I used to love it... I'm infamous, I used to love it I'm recorded whenever I say something My words and theirs mix like fusion Please help me get by With quiet elusions
4.
Tantalus 05:10
Hail fellow, well met, Welcome, friend, to my banquet. Behold this feast for thee. Don’t keep me waiting, Seldom am I shown displaying Such a courtesy All’s well when finally You insult my hospitality Punishment is necessary If you’re the sinner, tell me Why am I the one dangling From this tree? [Chorus] I gave you food and I gave you rest You alone I swore to protect To me you blessed lavish promises How could one forget? Now that I’ve called your bluff, Realized I was fool enough to not see Tantalus got the best of me Your dish always tasted off Turns out you’d left it to rot A silver smile: over all details it will varnish I’m lucky you waited for yours to tarnish ‘Cause now, I see everything A bad polish made your plate pretty What’s most unnerving Is I ate half your dish I stomached it How could you? [Chorus] You thought you were the victor You drew what ran ichor I got angry; you said you were sorry Bent my trust to commit atrocities Every time that I reach For the apple above my head I can’t help but seethe and think How you should be here instead! I gave you food and I gave you rest You alone I swore to protect To me you blessed lavish promises How could one forget? Now that I’ve called your bluff, Realized I was fool enough to not see You’re time’s up No longer will we sup In harmony You almost got the best of me Hail fellow, well met Welcome, once again, to my banquet...
5.
Petrichor 03:04
(Gaude, gaude) Sing gaudete [x4] Gaude! Your blood runs ichor [x12]
6.
One More 04:34
She utters, "This is the best feeling" "Better than anything I could be dreaming." "Then again, my dreams of late are nightmares," "But tonight, my mind is alive without cares." "Reality will cut me to the core." "Just one more." Unfortunate is what they call it, But I define it as living I don't know if you'd say I thrive, But this is what it means to be alive. (Another) Two cents you give me (But it's just another) Empty promise for the quick and easy He utters, "This is bittersweet," "From the taste on the tip of my tongue that numbs me to my feet." "It shirks me of any worldly worry," "And maybe I won't open my eyes again, if I'm lucky." "The pain's barely there, but I'm feeling a little sore" "Just one more" Pity is what I reap But feelings can't put the weary on their feet On this couch, I've forgotten how And judgment doesn't make it easy (Another) Second chance you give me (But it's just another) Jaded cat lookin' at the queen I wish I could say I'm sorry But I don't have the energy I wish I could send out a rescue plea But who needs somebody like me? Just one more (More) Leave me alone (More) Leave me alone (More) Just let me roam 'Cause I'm on my journey home They utter, "This is the best feeling," "Now that I am finally dreaming." "Now I can rest assured," "Knowing that there is no more."
7.
Home (Demo) 03:33
The sky is still, but my head is spinning My shadow and I are in battle, and it's winning I don't wanna see you in this hell, I wanna keep you smiling I wanna see you well, laugh and ride carousels, but that's just temporary [Chorus] The world is cruel But only I know it I'm just here for the show, Forced to see it play you like a puppet The rain clouds will roll in, And before you can blink, You'll be neck-deep in water Slowly starting to sink But if you prove to me the world has pure souls... Then we'll both go home. You wanna see earth like me, but I feel blind You say you wanna be bigger quick, but I would give anything for more time I don't wanna see you in this hell, I wanna keep you smiling I wanna see you well, laugh and ride carousels, but that's just temporary [Chorus] Something's calling me to protect you, No matter what the stakes To keep you young and blissful, And catch you when you make mistakes Now I see through you, I can loosen the reins So I'll watch as you meet somebody in the grain And jump right off that amber plain (The world is cruel) Oh, I'm home (But I'll let you play the game) Oh, I'm home (And when the rain clouds come to play) Oh, I'm home (Let me see you dancing in the rain) Oh, I'm home

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In conjunction with the symbolism the gardenia represents, this album was named as such because "Gardenia" sounds like the name of some fantasy kingdom to me - which was the headspace I was in when creating most of this album.
This is a compilation of a few of my favorite songs I've written in the past 3 years, from euphoria to melancholy and everything in between. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
(This album contains a hidden 8th bonus track!)

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released August 21, 2017

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Jeremy Francoeur Boston, Massachusetts

I'm a student creating indie electropop and singer-songwriter music. Thanks for stopping by!

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